
I feel like i need to do a little post tonight because FINALLY, tonight feels like Christmas. I have been praying, serving, playing music, doing EVERYTHING i could to feel the christmas spirit but not much was working! I guess it all started at 4am at walmart on Nov. 27th BLACK FRIDAY...DUN DUN DUNNNNNN....i was accused of crowding in the crazy wall to wall madness of walmart. I guess i was sorta guilty, but didnt know it at the time. i had just hopped in a line and when i got to the front of the line, found out that my line was cutting off another line. I would have left and gone to the back, but have you been in walmart on black friday when the check stands open? i couldnt move, forwards, backwards, sidways or UP for that matter. i couldnt breathe! i felt my heart racing as a few women crowded in front of me, but i made it out of the store alive and without punching anyone in the face. I know i have many friends who live for black friday...but its just not for me. i will NEVER, do you hear me, N E V E R be at Walmart at 4 am again. I dont care how good the deal is....So thats how my christmas was started....Then things as they always tend to go just flew by....parties, new babies, graduation, new business, work, shopping, babysitting, ward parties, service projects, and on and on and on....Not all bad things, just things that take up a lot of time and make the days go by so fast! What happened to being a kid when the days couldnt go by any slower?
And all of a sudden here it is 1 week before Christmas! But i am happy to say that all my stresses are over! All i have to do for the next 6 days is enjoy being with my family! The shopping is done, meals are in order. Chad's parents will be here sunday night and monday. We will be with my family tues and wed. and be home to enjoy the holidays in our own home for christmas eve and christmas day. I am exstatic! I can feel the love of my savior today and feel love for the people around me whether i know them or not. (i have avoided walmart so that i could be able to say this by christmas!) And to my pleasant suprise, i have found very good deals NOT at walmart. No i am not an ANTI WALMART, but something happens in that store on Black Friday that brings out the little more selfish parts of people which was a HUGE disapointment to me.
I think i have finally recoverd though from my hard feelings. :) and am going to sit and listen to christmas music tonight with the lights off and just enjoy EVERYTHING awesome about this season. I can't wait for Christmas. it is FINALLY here!