Saturday, February 7, 2015

Bri's rough week!

Just when Brielle was getting recovered from her hospital stay she still had a couple of rough weeks to come! Every time I looked at her little bruised hands it made me so sad. I'm happy to say those healed quick though! 
 The first week of February she came down with an ear infection and just wanted held. It was super bowl sunday so we got lots of snuggle time with her.

She ended up being allergic to the amoxicillin they gave her but we didn't find out until she had been on it for 4 days. We had to then get her some Benadryl for the rash all over her body. She was miserable! It took almost another week of the new antibiotic before we saw our happy little girl again!
 
I have missed her so much! She is back to giggling, jabbering, and playing dress up!

 Yesterday she was back to cruising all around and exploring. I tried to get a picture of her in her cute matching outfit but this is the best I could get!
 And yesterday also she had her first candy bracelet and she ate the whole thing!! Including the string! I was impressed with the few teeth she has in her mouth that she could chomp and chew on it! Hopefully that string will show up soon!
 I didn't realize how miserable she must have felt until she started feeling well again! I was so happy to see her toddling around and squealing and laughing again. Welcome back baby Bri!!

Tuesday, February 3, 2015

Terrible, awful, bad, no good January!

I'm so glad January is over! It was a rough month. After Brielle's little scare we continued to have problem after problem! I don't want to be a major complainer but it's worth documenting and trying to learn from it!

-we replaced TWO car batteries this month at $130 a pop! I got a nice long walk out of being stranded one day!
-Brielle's bills started rolling in and just the ambulance ride is $2000!!
-We took our car for an oil change and the technician broke off the dip stick in our oil tank and we had to go have it fixed for $250! Luckily Walmart picked up this bill and gave us a free oil change.
-My knee popped really loud one day and its swollen and currently doesn't bend. Which is a challenge when you need to carry a baby and have 3 sets of stairs in your house....
-Brielle came down with an ear infection on Sunday
-On Monday Chad drove the van to work so I could take his car to the shop. I drove it about a block and a half away and realized the tire was flat. A friend came to the rescue and got Carter to school and Me and the girls had to walk home....again...on a bum knee...carrying Brielle...both girls crying ....in the rain.

I too started crying on the way home because I was feeling overloaded with stress. At that moment it started raining really hard. I'm sure I looked like a crazy lady but it made me laugh out loud. A crazy, ugly loud laugh...because honestly what else could go wrong?! It helped....a little bit.


OK enough complaining! I've really been doing better at counting my blessings since Bri was in the hospital. I really have...I feel like Heavenly Father felt I needed a few more curve balls to see if I would still remember all I've been blessed with amidst a few more trials. It's been hard. One day the thought came to my head, "GIRL you are NOT enduring this well...." and whoever sent that was right.

Attitude is like a flat tire....you can't go anywhere until you change it.

The funny thing about the flat tire is that we inflated it and haven't been able to find a reason why it went flat. On the news later that day we saw a high speed chase was happening that was headed for the intersection that I drive each day to take carter to school. It ended in a nasty crash with several injuries and several cars involved. At the same time I would have been driving it! I don't believe in coincidences so I'm calling that one a huge blessing. Maybe that same angel who sent the message to me made my tire go flat. Who knows?

The Lord does. He knows all. He knows what we can handle and what we can't. He knows we can over come those curve balls and that we will come out on top. He sends them to us to MAKE us stronger. Because He loves us. Because He knows what we need.

So here's to putting on my big girl panties and a catchers mitt and catching those curve balls with a little more grace.  And enduring trials well. I have lots to learn and I really hope I'm learning it!

Wednesday, January 21, 2015

Starting the new year with a bang...and a bead

It all started last week...gear up for a good juicy story! Mollie Loves to make bracelets and necklaces and makes one almost every day. One day she dropped her bead box and beads went EVERYWHERE! I'm a big stickler or beads, legos, Barbie shoes, etc and finding them on the ground. Brielle eats EVERYTHING. And anything she finds on the ground goes in her mouth.  If I find them, they go in the trash despite my kids desires.
 
Well one of the small beads landed in our carpet by the stairs. She must have spotted it and put in her mouth while I was cooking dinner. We heard her choking and ran to her. Chad picked her up and hit her back until she stopped choking. I saw her bottom lip turn blue for about 2 seconds and then she was fine. As she continued playing I could hear an actual whistle and some wheezing coming from her lungs. I KNEW something was stuck and I KNEW we had to go see a doctor.
 
We waited about 45 minutes and ate dinner since she seemed fine.  Her breathing was getting more labored so we threw all the kids in the car and headed to Insta-care since it was about 7pm. I called ahead to make sure that they could do an x-ray for us and they assured us they could. NEVER AGAIN will we be back!!
 
They saw us immediately and upon listening to her lungs and checking her vitals and oxygen levels the doctor (stupid doc #1) looked me straight in the eye and said, "This is an emergency!" She said both her lungs were blocked and she knew something was stuck as well. She proceeded to call an ambulance since at instacare they had no tools to treat a child for choking. (WHAT?! what kind of place is this?!) Then she started spewing her mouth. Talking about how she needed to get to primary childrens and if we drove her she would die. Then she decided that we needed air med and called them. Well Insta care is in the tiny building with a tiny parking lot....where is air med going to land?!
 
THEN she started telling me that they may have to do a tracheotomy and crack her chest....WHAT THE?!!!! (Meanwhile my other 2 kids are sitting there watching this scared to death bawling their eyes out. Keep in mind, Brielle is still sitting on her own BREATHING and crying and playing around perfectly normally).
 
Once they decided there was no way air med could land, they decided that the ambulance would take us to the helicopter pad and we would go from there. Chad dropped our kids off at a friends and headed into slc as quick as he could.
Ambulance ride #1...she looks fine, right?!

Once we got to the heli pad the crew piled in the ambulance. The head guy looked shocked..."Whats wrong with her?" he said, "She's pink, fat and happy!"  It was here that the paramedic told me and the air med crew that the doctor at the insta care was crazy and that she shouldn't be a doctor. The air med crew agreed she needed to get to a hospital asap but didn't think that she needed to be flown and be charged the outrageous amount when she was acting so well. They did agree that they would accompany us over to the hospital in tooele though just in case something happened. I called Chad and told him we were going to Tooele and he was already almost to SLC so he had to turn around.
 
Ambulance ride #2! Upon arrival Dr. Ricky had already been on the phone with the previous doctor and with primary childrens. She had planned to do x-rays in tooele and go from there but the doctors in Primary childrens really wanted her to go there from the outrageous report they received form the insta care doc.
 Enter Ambulance ride #3 to Primary Childrens! They whisked us into a resuscitation room and the room immediately flooded with nurses and doctors. When Dr. Scaife entered the room he also looked in shock...."What's wrong again?" he said. "this doesn't look like the sick little girl we got a report on." Once again, the insta care doc had scared more people than me. He ordered an x-ray and couldn't believe one hadn't already been done. X-rays showed that she indeed had a blockage in her left lung and was hardly getting any air to it. Yes it was an emergency and yes she needed to be at Primary Childrens. I was relieved that I wasn't crazy.
 It then took 4 nurses and a whole hour and about 6 pokes to try to get an IV in her. She was freaked out and exhausted. As was I! By this time the doctors had realized that she ate dinner not too long ago and they needed to do a scope and had to wait 6 hours before the surgery. SIGH!

By midnight we had a room, a crib, and a bed for me. Chad decided to go home and sleep and come back in the morning. By this point I still hadn't cried. I was too scared to. I had one tear fall when they called air med but that was it.
 They monitored her though the night closely. I guess the danger was in the bead moving and cutting off her air supply completely. It was scary and I listened all night for her to quit breathing. She woke up happy and ready to play despite being hooked up to a hundred cords. And with some major bed head!
 The paramedics gave her a bear and she packed that thing everywhere! Bright at early at 8 AM they took her into surgery to have a Broncoscopy.  I almost cried when they took her, but I didn't. I felt like I needed to puke but didn't. We went to the cafeteria for some breakfast.

 I just kept eating to try to keep the need to puke away. It sorta worked. About 45 minutes later the doctor emerged with a smile on his face and holding a small jar with a purple bead in it! BEADS!! UGH...I knew exactly where it came from.
 He said everything went great and they were moving her to recovery. I couldn't wait to get back there. She was such a trooper and came out of the anesthesia just fine. She wasn't even very groggy but her voice was scratchy as they said it would be.
 I got lots of snuggle time after that since she just wanted me and soon she wanted food and to be able to play. She's really into necklaces right now and thinks everything is a necklace. At one point she had 4 cords around her neck pretending they were necklaces. Don't worry, this was closely monitored!
I'm so grateful for healthy kids. I can't imagine having a child who needed constant surgeries or medical issues. It would be so exhausting. We got home about 1 the next day and I was so glad to be back with all my kids and be home. It wasn't until that night that I realized how lucky we were to still have Brielle  and how the tables could have easily been turned. And how fragile life is. During family prayer I couldn't help but get choked up a bit. Then hearing each of my kids mentioning Brielle in their prayers really hit me. I cried....and cried....and got in the tub and sobbed. I know we were blessed and watched over. I was overwhelmed by my Heavenly Father's love for me and for my children. He knows me and knows what I need. We had so many friends help us in our time of need and I'm forever grateful

I'm happy to report she is pink, fat, and happy and running around again. Kids are so resilient! I'm SO BLESSED!

Friday, January 16, 2015

Ringing in 2015

 This last year has flown by! With a new baby and a new house we definantly kept busy! All in all, 2014 was a good year. No big complaints! And with another baby on the way for 2015 and tons more house projects I think we will have lots to keep us busy this coming year!

We rang in the new with some new friends in our ward, The Eash's. We ate pizza and snacks and let the kids run wild while the adults played games. It was such a fun night and I left feeling refreshed and looking forward to more friend get togethers!

We took a few moments out of the night to do some photo prop photos! Heres a handful of the kids...

And the Unsworths
 Carter was pretty excited about a new year and asked lots of questions to make sure he had it right.
The kids did really well staying up late and played really well with all of their friends.
 Nannette & Sam Eash...our super cool new friends. We are glad we've found them. They have filled a need for friends in our hearts recently. Our new ward is REALLY old and many of them are starting to die off (really we have had 3 funeral in the last month!) And me and Chad are among the youngest in our ward. So its been great to get to know the Eash's a bit more and glad they are closer to our age!
Here's to having a fabulous New Year!!!!

Monday, January 5, 2015

Christmas Day!

Christmas morning was wonderful! Our kids actually slept in until about 7:30 and that was really nice! I am trying to enjoy the few years we have left of sleeping in on Christmas morning because I'm sure it wont last long!
 
I love seeing their sleepy excited little bodies run to see what santa brought them first thing in the morning!
 

 Next it was stocking opening time!


 And on to the presents!! Chad got mostly BSU things this year.
 Brielle wasn't really into unwrapping gifts but she was a trooper though it all!
 We always line up all our gifts and take a picture of all our loot after we are done opening so we can remember what we got each year. Here's Mollies loot.
 And mine.
 And Carters
And Dads...He was being a bit weird and showing his excitement for yard tools!
And Brielles!
Then it was time to play! Mollie thought getting a nerf gun was pretty cool and she loves Doc McStuffins this year.


 Carter quickly built his new legos as he sported his lego jammies!

 Brielle learned to love her ball pit and spent the day crawling in and out of it.
 She also got her first sucker and has been practicing standing up on her own!

 
 After lunch we hit the sledding hill! We had no snow at all when we went to bed on Christmas eve but we woke up to several inches and it snowed all day on Christmas day! It was so nice to have a white Christmas! I've really been missing the snow.
 Look at those smiling faces!!

 Me and Brielle swung on the swings while we waited. It was so quiet and peaceful.
 At home we tried to play in the snow too but it was not good packing snow and building a snowman was next to impossible...but we tried!
 And the kids were in heaven just playing in it.
We had a wonderful Christmas week and hope you all did too! Now to get my house back in order and get rid of all this junk food!!!! Merry Christmas!